Hello, you. This has been a long time coming. You may be wondering why I'm writing this, because I know that you know that I’ve not always been kind to you. I’ve criticised your every move, well-intentioned though it may be. I’ve treated you poorly for as long as I can remember. I never gave you the attention and care that you always wanted, but could never ask for. I’ve kept you up all night and never gave you a reason for it. I deprived you of nourishment because I didn't think you deserved it. I didn't think you were good enough. I think I need to start by apologising. For all of this. For every time I saw you and hated you to your core. For each time I wished you were different, or ‘better’. For how long it took me to realise what I was doing to you. For not loving you like you deserve to be loved. I wish I could turn back time and do it right from the start. But I can’t. I can never get that time back. But right now, I'm spending more ti...
If you were to condense the fibre of my being into letters, numbers, and symbols, I'm pretty sure it would look a little bit like this. Welcome to my blog. I hope you enjoy your stay.